Just keep swimming!
Just don’t give up, don’t just let things happen. You make a stand, you say no! Eef. Just say no sometimes.
Eleven Minutes, Paulo Coelho
Yes, to be under the water is so amazing! The silence there is so much better than all the noise in our world.
There are the most fantastic, beautiful things and people out there.
It’s up to you, to find them!
Nathan Scott, One Tree Hill
story of my life.
It’s not that I don’t want to change… But it is difficult to change who you are. Who you have been for the last 10 years. The only thing that I want, is not to lie anymore. And I need to find myself again. Who am I? What do I like? What do I want to be? What do I want in life? What do I expect from life? And not think about what other people expect from me. But it’s difficult to say what I want, if people always decided for you what good for you is. That was always easy for me, because I wasn’t the one who has to think about that. But I don’t wanna live that way anymore. It is killing me. All these questions, it drives me crazy. But I have to think about it, if I wanna discover who I am. I can’t go on on these “easy” way of life. But it is difficult for someone to accept that you can’t do it alone, if you are doing it alone for the last 10 focking years…. Sometimes I feel like a 15 year old worried girl, but I am a 22 year old lady who is most of the time “happy”, but struggling with her self, standing in the middle of her life, watching her life passing by…. and I can’t stand it anymore!
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“A man had 3 boxes. Each box weighed 5 pounds. The man weighed 190. The bridge could only support 200. How did the man make it across the bridge with all his boxes? He juggles. He keeps the one box in the air the whole time. The bridge is life, the boxes hold your feelings, your love, your joy, your pain, your loss. Everyone is crossing a bridge with more weight than they can bear. So you juggle.”
This was the end of the episode Judith died. After all those years, this clip still gets me. I can remember everything i felt during watching this episode. And “God” is right. Every now and then this text comes up in my mind… and i love it!
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